My rookie season being diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis was a major blow to my career and overall health. Mentally I went into a very dark place….started drinking and partying for about 3/4 months to numb the pain…the uncertainty…the “what if” questions that ran through my mind constantly.

When I was diagnosed with MS, I was paralyzed and couldn’t move my limbs for about a month. So, you can imagine how frustrated, scared, and confused I was. During that time, I was always extremely lethargic, angry, emotional, and filled with a lot of hate towards everything.

My family really saved me. They were extremely supportive of every decision I wanted to make. My wife and family did everything they could to uplift and inspire me. They helped me find the best doctors. As well as my coach – John Thompson III, he was very instrumental in trying to make sure I was well taken care of.

Yoga helped me more than anything. It really allowed me to understand my body. As well as being prescribed Tysabri which allowed me to get back on the court and perform at a high level. Without the medication and really focusing on yoga, I’m not sure I would still be able to play professionally 12 years later.

I’ve always been a believer in owning your own story. I felt a responsibility and purpose to share my journey with the world. Representation is a big influence for the younger generation and I wanted my story to be the new perception of what MS can be. I didn’t have a blueprint for MS and playing professional basketball. I decided to embrace it and wear it as a badge of honor for others to follow me – that others with MS can succeed like I’ve been able to…but that anyone with challenges could overcome – to perform at the highest levels of whatever they are pursuing.

Friends and family were very cautious because they didn’t know how the rest of the world would receive it. Initially people were rejecting me and I got turned down by many basketball clubs in the NBA and Europe. Eventually, as I kept talking and opening up, and sharing, it was received extremely well and inspired many. I was amazed at how many people my story connected with, and had similar obstacles they were facing.